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Goodbye, old journal. T'was nice never updating you :I

My new journal? You'll know when I tell you. :>


(Hint: Starts with a "t")






so long, space cowboy


whooooo

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GUYS

I ATE RICE PUDDING TODAY




IT WAS AWESOME.












sob this journal is so dead why do i even try

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... I really need to post more on this journal.





yet i don't know if anyone'd actually care enough to read what i write here. Most of it IS just uninteresting drivel anyway.


Oh god i sound so selfish for posting about wanting more comments wtf self .____.;;

Mar. 8th, 2010

Saw the most amusing thing i've seen in a while on the train to college this morning. About three stops from where I got on, a middle-aged asian businessman got on and sat on the seat next to me. A few minutes down the track, he looked around for a bit and then pulled out a black Nintendo DS and started fiddling with it. Initially I thought he was one of those types that played 'intellectual' games like Brain Training and the like, but when I glanced over at the DS screen, it turned out he was playing Pokemon. And having a pretty good time of it, too.


I guess it's a good example of 'appearances deceive'? Even straight-laced business types need to chill out sometimes.
And I guess catching monsters is one good way to go about it.

X

So it turns out I'm the youngest person in my aged care class! Everyone else is either over 21 or nearing their 40s. Wow .3.
Also I've been on a caffeine buzz all day after one can of energy drink. I'm still feeling the effects now!



WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
SO STARTING MONDAY I AM OFF TO COLLEGE and learning to work with and take care of senior citizens

On top of that I have an english aptitude test to pass this saturday. IT INVOLVES ESSAYS DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I HATE ESSAYS argh






sob i have to completely revamp my sleep schedule, where is my chat and drawing time going to go ;3;;;;

meme tiem + an epiphany of sorts

Stolen off Tat, h-heheh

~What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:

~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?
● Keep a secret if i told you one?
● Hold my hand?
● Study with me?
● Cook for me?
● Love me?
● Date me?

~More ~
● When and how did we meet?
● Describe me in three words.
● What was your first impression of me?
● What do you think of me now?
● What reminds you of me?
● Could you see us together forever?
● When's the last time you saw me?
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?

x

Checked up on my uni offers this afternoon. Results: no dice. That was the final round of offers and I didn't get shit! NICE GOING, SELF. I knew my horrendous grades weren't enough to get me a place even in a college, let alone university OTL;; I did cry for a while, and even bothered the Laytonchat about it (sorry guys) and generally felt really sore for the rest of the day. Idk what I did wrong, or if I was just really up against people who scored better than me (which is so, so possible). I really want to stop complaining about my failures and just move the fuck on but for some annoying reason, I just can't seem to. Maybe i'm just tired, maybe it's because i've had to put up with this shit for pretty much the whole of my academic life, MAYBE it's God telling me i'm doing it wrong, i don't know. I've just really had it with being rejected and ignored and always getting the short end of the fucking stick.

So tomorrow I am going to go and apply to every art college I can think of and hope to God for something to happen.
I'm tired of making myself do what other people want me to. I want to go chase my ambitions, even if I know i'm probably not even good enough to make it as an artist and that there'll be a hard road ahead of me even if I do succeed, financially and otherwise.

I just want to be completely happy with my life for once. I really do.



And you know what? I am going to.

so who wants to hear a cat dying? :D

http://www.mediafire.com/file/wzttemwwmgk/
[I Will Follow You Into the Dark; original by Death Cab for Cutie]

http://www.mediafire.com/file/tqnywglzwjk/
[A Wish; original by Gregory and the Hawk]

AAAAGH ARI'S DECIDED TO SING SOMETHING EVERYONE COVER YOUR EARRRRSSSSSasdfgfsdagfgfgc

also forgive my horrible guitar skills OTL

x

TWO DAYS

TWO DAYS TILL I FIND OUT WHETHER UNI'LL ACCEPT ME OR NOT

YEAHHHH


oh god oh man i am so paranoid about it man they are never going to accept my application ;^;;;;

x

HELP ME WASTE TIME, GUYS 8D

PIMPIN'







TOUHOU ANIME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh it looks so cool aaafgdfhsdghafdsff

x

Oh man i totally forgot about this: http://www.formspring.me/Ariga

ASK ME STUFF, GUIZE

seriously, help me waste time ;v;;;;

New Year meme

lol you guys i think my heart just sank right into my intestines

note to self: when someone says "i love you" to you a lot, never take it literally, and don't get your hopes up either.
especially if you're certain that this person probably won't even truly mean it in a billion years.






so yeah sometimes i wish love never existed? lol "OTL

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